Let it go

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Oct 5 , 2013...

Like a fool, like a child, I tear up as I stand behind your back
How have you been? I can’t even ask you that because my throat keeps closing
I miss you, I miss you so much
I can’t even say your name that I shouted out without rest,
I can’t even talk to myself in front of you
I don’t dare to make a sound

You can’t look back, you can’t ever forgive me
Don’t waste your heart on me, because I only make you cry
Because I only give you pain
I’m stuck in the time and place where I was young and foolish
From my eyes in the mirror, your tears flow out
Do as I say – I’ll remain as a memory for you
Just remember me once in your life by chance
You can’t love me, let’s not place any lingering attachments toward each other
I cowardly deceive myself when all I want to say is one thing, “I love you”
Can’t we go back? Can’t we go back again?
Just once, just once, please

Happy birthday sadness

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